So.There

I know you don't want to read this, but please do. It explains everything I couldn't say. We've been together for what seems like forever. I didn't think we'd last this long. I remember you once said, "we never see each other enough to break up". But a lot of things have changed since then.

Everything seemed perfect. Besides the fact that we're so far apart. Then sometime this summer, you stopped calling. Even when I call you, you can't talk for long. Is it something I did? I'm sorry if I did anything, but I don't remember anything. I have no reason to hurt you. I don't hurt people who I love, even if they don't love me.

Then when I was told about Alison, I couldn't believe it. I thought about all the sweet things you've done. Then I thought about you never calling me or coming to see me. So deep down inside, I had the suspicion you might have another girlfriend. But I didn't want to believe it. What else could explain your behavior though?

I've heard a lot of other stuff and I don't know what to believe. You know I'll take your word over anyone else. But how can I give you that chance, if you never talk to me. Through this all, my feelings for you haven't changed. I still love you as much as I did from day one. My friends call me crazy, but I can't help myself.

I know it's hard to keep a long distance relationship going, but I always thought we could do it. And we have so far. I still think we could give our relationship one more chance. We can work things out and go back to how it was before. That is, if you want to. I still love you and wish we could talk, and have a real heart to heart. Or even if all you want to say is goodbye forever. So can we get together and talk? You tell me when and where and I'll be there. And we can decide to stay together or say goodbye forever. It's totally up to you. Whatever you say I'll do.