None of this may make sense to you or to anyone but, to me it makes all the sense in the world.

I always wondered what you would do if I gave you that note. Now I know. You'd do nothing. It didn't really hurt me all that much but, it took me awhile to get over it.I'm not quite sure why I liked you so much in the first place. I'm left confused on the whole issue. And there is nothing I can do about it because you left. And you never answered my note.

At first I was so upset, thinking i would never see you again. Even though I knew it really wasn't true.I knew I could find a way to see you but, maybe I didn't really want to. I learned that it was better this way. And it was easier for me to get over you. Because in truth it was time for me to get over you.

I realized that I was blinded by you and that I wasting my time on you so I missed all those people that really did care. I'm sad about all this. How could I have let all this time go like that. Maybe because I thought I had all the time in the world to have you. I didn't realize you would be ripped from my grasp in one month. So this is what heartache is like? I know I wasn't in love but, it was something. I don't know what but, something.

Now it's time for me to say what I've been needing to say to you for so long. I just never wanted to admit to myself that it needed to be done. I thought maybe if I burned all of those pieces of paper with your name on it into ashes and let fly out of my hand would be some way of getting you off my mind. Saying good bye to you that way without actually having to say it. Because I didn't want to say it. I wasn't ready. I do know it is time now, time for me to get on with my life.

It's just something that needs to be done. So Adam if you're out there I just wanted to tell you that though you never really knew me I liked you a lot. And I'm saying Good Bye ...to no one really I guess.

Good Bye,