For 8 months, you were my light when there was darkness. You were my
gleam of hope whenever I felt down. But did you even know my name? Did I
even know yours? Do you even know mine yet?
All of a sudden, everything changed so quickly. You were put in my
homeroom, and I was faced with sitting there in an ever-so-self-concious
manner for nearly 7 hours a day. I was faced with seeing your face
everyday and feeling the blood rush to my head.
And yet, as miserable as it may all sound - well, it was bliss. Pure
bliss. Those first 2 months of school were wonderful. The days when you
glanced me in the eye, or talked to me - or simply managed a way to make
me melt one more time in a day.
And then, before I could speak, you found out. You found out what I
thought of you, and it was from then on that you decided I couldn't stay
that way. That my opinion of you would have to change. You decided that
maybe my life could become a living hell just because of you.
So there you have it. That's what I think of you in a nutshell. But
what's worse, is the way you treated me after you found out. But what I
still think of you. I don't know what to think, actually. But maybe I DO
still like you. Even if everyone thinks I don't.
Claire