What happened to our friendship? It was so great, and now....this. Why cant things be like they used to? I know people change....but this is a tad much.

I wish you could be there for me. Last year it was that way but this year you seemed to drift from me. I hope you know I will always be there for you because I know what friendship is and what it means. Sometimes I cry, I miss when we were best friends.

Why do you desert me? You know I would never do that to you. When others laugh at me why do you join in? I thought you would be there but you aren't. Please. I want it to be the way it used to be. You are real popular now aren't you? Have you forgotten me? I haven't forgotten you. No, I'm not unpopular, I'm just not as popular as you. Does that mean you have to desert me?

I've got other friends besides you that care about me. Do you not care anymore? I care about you and always will. I hope you know that. I will be there for you. I cry becuase I know you are not there for me. Why can't it just be the way it used to be?

I lie in bed and imagine you gossiping on the phone with your new found friends. I miss you. Why don't you call me up and we can talk? Yes, we are not enemies, you can call me I won't bite. You know my number, it's written up on your wall from last year, don't tell me you have erased it. I never erased yours.

You have hurt me. I hope you know that. I will never be the same after what you did to me. But in some way it is positive for me. I know I will never do what you did to me to anyone else.

I know how much it hurts. If you ever change your mind just gimme a call.

Forever Yours,