I sit and think. For hours at a time. I miss you. I need you. I love you. You are my life. I wish..I was yours. We are supposed to be.."best" friends. But for defending you to Lyndsi has forced me to fall in love with you. I sit for hours at a time. And cry. She, Lyndsi, told me she also loved you. She needs you. I need you more. For, I have hurt, for hours at a time. Angelo, is a jerk. Angelo. The Angelo who I dated for a while. That I loved. That ruined my life. My ego. My everything for. Now, I fall in love again....with you.

I wish you would just decide you feel for me. DECIDE you love me. Decide to try. You don't want to try. You have no reason to try. You see no reason to. I do. I see a plain reason for you to. Because, you feel for me. I wish you did. Of course, I know you don't. You are only my friend because, I'm so protective of you. I wish I could tell you all of this. You know I like you. You think it's a simple crush that a young girl gets on a 17 year old.

I will miss you in Computer class. I will miss listening to your singing. I will miss you walking me to class. I will miss your constant jokes that cheered me up.

I shall always treasure the time you hugged me. Even if it was just to tell me that Lyndsi was lame. Even if it was true. God she's a bitch. I shall always treasure every moment we were together. With or without Lyndsi. And shall never attempt to hurt you again.

Your friend, the elf,