Two nights ago you told me you wanted me out of your life. Oh God, Steven, you have no idea how bad that hurt. After all we shared and had been through, you wanted me to leave.

You claim that it's all my fault that you slept with me and cheated on your girlfriend. How can it be all my fault when I sat there and asked you numerous times what she was going to do and if you were going to tell her. You promised me that you would tell her. I guess I should've known. You've never been all that good at keeping promises. But it's not all my fault that you cheated on me. It takes two, sweetheart.

I can't seem to forget that feeling I got when you said those words to me. Although we had said similar things before, this really did it. I could tell you meant it with everything you had in you. What happened to us, Steven? We went through so much together and I learned so much from you. I guess I should be thankful I had the opportunity to love someone like I loved you. I guess that's why I let you get away with the things you did. I more or less let you do what you wanted to, when you wanted to. I lost what few morals I had and I started caring less and less about myself and what I wanted. I changed so much towards the end of our relationship just so you would love me. I pretended to be someone I wasn't for so long that I forgot who I really was. And for these past few days, I've been trying to piece myself back together. I gave you my heart and everything I had yet you only threw it back at me, breaking it, and leaving me to desperately piece it back together. I try to play it off and pretend that I don't care, but I find it very hard to deny something so true.

I just wanted to ask you a few things. Why are you doing this to me? You shouldn't of promised me so many things when you knew you weren't going to go through with them. I don't appreciate the heartbreak you have put me through at all. One day you'll look back and regret losing me. I'm the best thing that ever happened to you, Steven, and you know it. You're going to want a serious relationship one day and wonder what could've been. But now it's time for me to move on. I'm going to stay out of your life so stay out of mine as well.

You'll understand one day how much you hurt me because no matter what, what goes always comes around.

You'll get what's coming to you soon, sweetheart.