I'm not sure why, but I get the impression that you don't seem to want to have anything to do with me any more. If you've learned anything about me over the last 4 or 5 months, you know that I have a need to discuss things and tell you how I feel so here it goes... I don't understand how you can come over on Friday, be with me, and then not call me or answer my messages for days. Somehow I don't think that I mean as much to you as you've often said I do. However, you do mean a lot to me and, although I don't understand what's going on, I accept it. I accept it like I've always accepted you for who you are...or at least tried my best to.

At this point I don't think any kind of romantic relationship between you or I would work out. You've told me before that I get "it", but I think maybe you just wanted to believe that I did because you wanted someone in your life just like I did. I care about you very much, but I don't think that you can give me what I want from a relationship right now. Maybe I'm not even ready for a new relationship yet, but what I'd like is someone who will be here for me and, though I know you've tried, you have so much going on in your life that I don't think you're ready for me either.

I'm not sorry for anything that ever happened between us, good or bad. You may be angry with me or feel nothing towards me anymore, but you are and always will be a friend to me...a very good friend. If you decide to never speak to me again that's your choice, but I will always be here for you. I wish you luck with school, your career, and life. I know you'll be successful and if I ever hear about the good things happening in your life you can be sure that I'll be smiling for you. You told me once that you love me and I'm not sure how far that love reached or if it was just that you were caught up in a moment, but I love you too. Please remember, if you EVER need a friend I'm here. Good luck, Bob.

Love Always,