I don't know why I'm writing. I'm not sure what it'll accomplish, since you're not even going to get it. But I had to write.

I'm stuck on you. I've been in love with you for three years. You were aware of that. We we're together a year and a half of that. That was the happiest I've ever been. But then one day, you ended it. 5 days before my birthday. I am still mending my broken heart. You've ruined me. You've hurt me so much. I have tried hard to let someone else into my heart, but it's impossible.

I'm not sure why I even love a loser like you anyway. You cheated on me while I was on vacation. How could you do that to me? How could you fuck another girl senseless, then never ever kiss me? I just don't understand. And the nice touch to it is, I don't find out that you cheat on me until a year later, and guess who tells me? Your new girlfriend...aka, my former best friend.

You're scum Kevin. I can't explain why I love you. You were my first true love. I won't ever forget that. But I will never forget how you cheated on me, led me on and used me. I have never loved someone so much but at the same time, have been treated so poorly by that person.

And now, you go around telling everyone that I'm going out with this guy that is my best friend's stepbrother. And you know that isn't true. And you say that we're going out because neither of us could get anyone else. Do you know how much that hurt me Kevin? What happened to you? Even after our breakups, you still cared. You'd get upset when I'd cry. You'd yell at someone for being mean to me. You helped me when I had that nosebleed and you took me to the office and sat with me. You got me tissues. And now you treat me like shit. I'll never understand you. Did she tell you to act like this? Did she think that you would leave her for me? Let me tell you Kevin, she looks like a drowned rat and she is a possessive, egotistical bitch. And I never say things about anyone. But she ambushes me. And now you do too.

I don't know where this is getting at but I miss you a whole lot. But I'd never ever consider going back out with you. Even though I do love you with everything I have. I would never put myself through that again. So I'm writing to say goodbye. You've hurt me for the last time.