I've tried to justify in my mind so many times just why I loved you in the first place. I just can't. I honestly cannot find a single reason why I loved you, out of all people, with all my heart. You are honestly the most horrible person I have ever met in my entire life. I wish you suffer as much as you've made me suffer. maybe just an ounce of my pain.

You went out of your way to hurt me. What kind of sick freak are you? You go out of your way to hurt me. You and your friends used to always play mind games with me, and I never even noticed. When you saved my life, you were just talking to me because you felt sorry for me. Not because you cared. You told me you loved me because you pitied me.

Yeah, ok, I made out with Michelle like 4 times. But what you did was just so much worse. You never let me forget what I did, but behind my back you cheated on me three times. Three times! And you continued to play on my conscious. Every vacation you went on, every chance you got, you cheated on me. You lied to me straight faced. I never knew how malicious someone could be. You told me straight to my face you loved me. You told me right to my face for god's sake. How could you fake that? You are just a horrible excuse for a person. You make me sick.

Then there was the final whammy. Mike. Mike is a fucking loser. I hope you get stuck with him for the rest of your life. He treats you like crap, and you don't even care. Good. Suffer. I just don't care anymore. I'm so sick of chasing you.

Last Christmas was the worst one of my life. I spent all of my money on you, I got virtually nothing for Christmas. Yeah, merry time my ass. Remember when I was sleeping at your house? I can't believe you snuck out at night and had sex with Mike while I was crying in your room. I laid there for days and you forgot. I remember how cold it was outside. Remember Christmas morning when I was locked outside for two hours? I wish I froze to death.

I don't love you anymore. I did once, and it was the best time of my life. At least you left me with some happy memories. Even though they didn't mean a thing to you. I was just a game to you. I was just your amusement toy. You will always have a place in my heart. But I will always hate you. I was sold out by lust. You sold out my true love for lust.

I've spent enough of my time on you. I'm sick of trying too hard on you. It is about time I opened up my eyes. At one time I thought I would love you forever. Now I wouldn't even take you if you came crawling back. I'm sick of your games. So goodbye and so long.

Forever,

Jimmy